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futuresex lovesounds [
September 19th, 2016 | 2:31pm
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[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | justin timberlake - lovestoned ]

so the first month of school has been an absolute blast. it took full advantage of the perfect situation that i was in and had so much fun, till one night when it all back fired horribly into one mess. but that is done with, and things are ok for me at least. i dunno it was complicated. but fun while it lasted i dont think he can deny that.

i have been in deerfield alot, actually i have been there a bit too much. I did make it to the pub one night and had an amazing time, i wore my hot pink dress finally. I havent made it to a game yet unfortunatly. Next one is the 14th of october and i am going for sure. My bro is coming up the 7th of october. im pumped. hes bringing a friend, it should be a good time. Then 2 weekends after that its my birthday and halloween weekend! The girls are coming to central western weekend on the 10th of november. i got it all worked out, since main street with be crazy, we can sleep at britts house. so that will be convenient.

I have met a shit ton of new guys, my roomie katie is the best. I hung out with the girls last weekend, me and britt went home, i was wasted from trying to finish the keg with adam and aj, and sara and ash smash picked me up from eastern, and we saw jennas new place which was absolutly beautiful. we watched sex and the city, drank wine - well i didn't i was recovering from my blur of a week, talked about boys and it was so good to see them. i went home studied organic chem till i passed out then woke up studied all day and went shopping with my mom, came home at like 2 in the morning sunday.

anyways its time to buckle down, all my classes are cool cept organic chem. oh and i need a job asap.

well thats pretty much everything

central life [
August 29th, 2016 | 9:39am
]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | honestly - cartel ]

school has been so far amazing. i have had the best week ever! better than any celeb on vh1. my roomate katie is the shit, i love her to death, she is just like me, and a dietetics major as well. shmoe, brendon, dan , and mikes place is sweet in deerfield, and its right across the way from alan and daves, and millys big lives in deerfield as well as alot of sexy boys which i have had fun stumbling across in my drunken escapades.

ive been starting off in deerfield , i hit main one night , saw ashley then i visited the flat roof ,had some friends from home come up, seeing the AXP boys was fun, i even saw jason and it wasnt a big deal in fact, his existance doesnt bother me anymore at all i came to find out. but i can tell mine does to him ,o well tough shit for him

brendon got here on saturday. which means sat. night was a blur, as well as sunday .... i had my fun thats for sure, and classes have started and they have all been alright cept i know that organic chem is gonna be almost impossible for me to pass. but i already have my books and my schedual is all worked out perfectly.


i am having mixed feelings about a situation with friends from home. if your reading this, i kn ow you have been calling me but i really must say after everything that occured the last week of summer, i just dont really see how things are gonna be the same between any of us. even if one of you does still want to be my friend. congrats on the apartment though, sounds fun, good luck = )


this weekend i might actually go to western with the girls , since alot of people are going home for labor day. ahh alright well i need to get my comp set up correctly in my dorm, which btw is pretty sweet, i like it , i forgot how easy it was in the dorms with a meal plan and work out place right there, oh and i FINALLY

fit in my skinny paper denim cloth jeans. hells yes

cant sleep [
August 14th, 2016 | 3:10am
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[ music | black eyed peas - feel it ]

ok 11 days till im back at school

this summer was fun, i am having mixed feelings about going back


i dyed my hair back bc it was falling out from bleaching it, i like it brown too

this is my last week of work

i miss my milly.

jenna is coming into town this week. im going to miss my girls from home so much

brian took more pics
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I'm bossy! [
August 4th, 2016 | 2:04am
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[ mood | energetic ]
[ music | FERGIE - LONDON BRIDGE ]

exactly 21 days, 3 weeks baby till i am back at CMU

friday i am going up north with sara and dan ( and his friends ) for the case race, it should be a good time, and the weather report looks good, ill get even more of a tan = ) beer + amanda + sun

anyways i havent been saving as much money this summer as i thought i would, i like my job but there is always a reason why i cant work, either, i am sick, or i need the day off, or its raining out, or kevin doesnt need me. aargh i am gonna have to get a job during first semester


hmm lets see, we had a girls night last week, me , jenna, ashley, lil mel, big mel, larissa, sara . . . it was fun we got real drunk and went to club bleu and got in VIP again, me and jen were in the champaigne room having sex all night. no not really but we were in there, and up in the upstairs part where only special people can go. and we are special

been hanging out with alot of random people, enjoying the summer, being with my girls, dating around and partying hard.

i did my hair extentions and also sara, sarahs, and jennas. for some reason sara and jennas came out easily, mine are sweet though i love them, i just added dark low lights to make it more christina-esque , and speaking of which her new album in stores, august 15th, double disc cd set - called back to basics - retro inspired she says. its gonna be amazing

i love being blonde i never want to go back to being a brunette,i like it both wavy and straight
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July 18th, 2015 | 12:41am
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[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | senses fail - ny falls into the atlantic ]

so work is still a bitch, its been hotter than hell out. my grandma has cancer and her surgery is thursday but its really serious so i hope she makes it through. i went up north this weekend, and shopping, got a new swim suite and clothes. joe - sarah flacks brother is getting married this weekend on sunday i am excited to go,

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i didnt catch any fish this weekend but my grandma caught a 20 inch small mouth bass , i just really hope everything goes well this week.

they sure love to stare [
July 2nd, 2015 | 8:24pm
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[ mood | drained ]
[ music | cute is what we aim for - there's a class for this ]

last night was fun , i shouldnt have gone in the moon bounce once again, me and kevin hit heads so hard i almost was knocked out. my body hates me after this week. i am not drinking for a long time. my brother has strep throat and i bet i will get it since he is coughing everywhere. i almost got sick last night. im just gonna swear off jaeger for the rest of my life. i cant pretend anymore that i can drink it and be ok lol hmmm well it is weird that i have no plans for the 4th of july. no family obligations or anything, and i have work off. nice

only bitches talk shit! [
July 1st, 2015 | 11:22am
]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | black eyed peas - its like that ]

JENNA IS COMING IN 2.5 HOURS. i dont think i can drink today which is unfortunate, i feel so sick this morning, last night was fun for awhile, pat and i went to this party with a pool a tiki lounge, and a water slide. jimmy threw me in the pool with my clothes on, i was so mad, it was funny though. everyone ended up jumping in, me and alysa went down the slide- it was scary when you got up to the top drunk. She cracked her head on the side of the pool , i felt really bad. i didnt get home till way late because i had to wait for drunk people to be ready to leave , i was so tired , then spencer calls hammered and tells me hes walking home from wyandotte because he lost his car. lol, so hopefully hes not passed out in a ditch somewhere. OK so i havent seen jenna in so long im going to go shower so i look all pretty for her and then maybe ill see you bitches at jimmys

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June 30th, 2015 | 3:21pm
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[ mood | content ]
[ music | christina aguilera - aint no other man ]

so i got a landscaping job that i like alot, its reeally hard though and my body is sore but its really good money and lots of hours. i have been hanging out with alot of people this summer, i am so glad i decided to come home. my parents are kind of driving me insane but i just try to ignore it. Sat i see Jenna my lover and i am so excited it has been way too long. i bleached my hair again and its so white its like christina and gwen. im still excited for fall even though this summer has been cool so far. it is weird i forget i was in mt p for 3 weeks and then in pt huron, so it seems like i still have a lot longer till school starts , but really just under 2 months. tomorrow is jimmys grad party im excited, so many people will be there. tonight i think im going to some pool party so that should be fun. i think i am gonna go to warped tour with my brother , i really hope i dont see a certain group of people only because of the dreaded x

alright well im going to get ready for the day later

im too sexy for my own good [
June 26th, 2015 | 5:16pm
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June 13th, 2015 | 9:29pm
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[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | pussycat dolls - wait a minute ]

i dont know what to do , where i want to live.

i hate being so indecisive. i need to not be by computers or cell phones when im drinking too. this is getting ridiculous, i feel like i am in highschool again.

when you give me a lap dance its like were goin on a date [
June 11th, 2015 | 12:59pm
]
[ music | stripper remix - t pain ]

i dont know what to do , where i want to live. i hate being so indecisive. i need to not be by computers or cell phones when im drinking too. this is getting ridiculous, i feel like i am in highschool again.





here are some pics from henry ford estate that brian took

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girl come to me, the only broken hearted loser you'll ever need [
June 2nd, 2015 | 9:02pm
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[ mood | happy ]
[ music | brand new - magazines ]

so far summer has been ok, melissa and shawn just moved into talls' place , in down town mt pleasant. britt is still staying with me. it has been absolutly beautiful outside, i have been living at my pool. i am really tan. i love it. the pool is so fun too, people just get so drunk and there are so many guys down there all the time. my 3 week class just ended. it went by sooo fast, what a great way to get 3 credits in a snap. jon paul came out to visit me, and brought little nemo! brendon and (aj... yea i dunno), and sam came up to cmu, i had a good time from what i can remember. i bought him this cool bowl for his b day since his old one broke on the side, i think he liked it. i cant believe how many of my friends are 21 now , its fabulous. i started drinking a little bit too early when they came. yep and that's all i am going to say about that. i love living with brittany again, she cracks me up almost 24/7. my apartment is a mess. now that my class is over i dont know what i am going to do with myself. i should really get a job asap. i guess that is what ill work on this week.
i dont know what to do about some stuff that has been going through my head. i guess im just gonna try and put it in the back of my mind. i dont think i can do that forever, eventually it is going to all come out and cause even more of a mess than i am in.
ok there is this guy at bowling, ( i go and watch britt's games - they dont card and its hilarious, people get sooo drunk ) oh and hot boys bowl. who knew seriously!? anyways his name is dustin, hes not my type, i over heard hes kind of seeing someone, but something about him makes me crazy. he looks like he is an absolute riot to be around and hes so fun. hes always on the chair or dancing around. hes a total bad ass im serious, i cant take my eyes off of him when im there. oh well even if he has a gf, hes eye candy thats for sure. im starting to have a thing for guys with tattoos, which i never used to really. not super punky piece of shit looking guys. . . idk -- u can tell i was bored today bc i actually updated this stupid thing.

love, me!
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April 23rd, 2014 | 9:38pm
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[ music | jack johnson - upside down ]

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SO im blonde and yes blondes have more fun. 2 more weeks of school, only one week of classes. i am excited for summer hopefully i will have the luxury of deciding whether or not im residing in mt pleasant , however that depends on my grades. i havent been home in forever i miss people. i am really excited bc i might be going to jacks mannequin in july with joey! and others . . . i already had to miss say anything, i cant miss this. jason and i are doing alright i guess, i think he gets treed this week if he doesnt sell it off. this summer is still full of so many "what ifs" at this point, i am stressed out over it. anyways the above pics are some recent ones.

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April 14th, 2012 | 10:26pm
]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | tila tequila - playgirl central ]

today my parents came to visit me for easter,

they bought me grocerys
fishing stuff
a fishing license
red lobster
money

ok i know this entry is really vain but im a girl so fuck u [
April 25th, 2009 | 10:27pm
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[ mood | okay ]
[ music | fall - something corporate ]

i cant wait . . .

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ok so this summer i am dying my hair platinum blonde and then after i get sick of that im adding black streaks. i know its going to ruin my hair and be ridiculous. but if there is one time in my life where it wont matter, it is if im living in mt pleasant this summer.... so im gonna get it out of my system. i think another thing that made me want to do it, is my roommate rachel just got extentions and they are so sweet, and her hair is like blonde and black streaked and it looks hot. and in a few months my hair will be kinda long.

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April 22nd, 2009 | 11:13am
]
[ mood | shattered ]

i can't believe this is really happening this time. this hurts so bad. i've never felt so broken hearted in my life.

baseball but better [
April 21st, 2009 | 8:30pm
]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | sarah mclachlan - ice cream ]

why cant life be like songs . . .why cant boys do anything to be with you , like they say they would in songs.

i wish a guy felt about me the same way the lead singer from say anything feels about some lucky girl. i hate this, i wish i had someone to hang out with right now.

And if i died it would be fine if i died by your side.
If you could spare one of your nine lives we could ditch this coast, get in my car and drive.
All this time and I can't get enough of you and every promise is true.
It's my favorite pastime chasing after you.
And if i froze here in the sand, my hand cold in your hand, i'd melt in your honor.
I'd be happily slaughtered.
I'm crazy for you.
Mind your watch, my baby.
Morning's come to claim me.
Mind this heart now, angel.
Night's not over yet.
The most magnificent pastime is chasing after you.


well if he doesnt feel like this now, then i hope he feels like this later ....

I feel so stupid now that we are apart
You've got a boyfriend
I've got a broken heart
I'm glad you’re happy
Do you still miss me when everything is quiet and you're bruised?

If you could give me one more chance I swear
I'd give anything to be with you
If you could only turn my way again
Don't fall in love with someone new
Someone new

One lonely Sunday will you drop by my home
Wipe off the tears I shed since I have been alone
Lay your head on my shoulder
That's all I need 'til dawn
Just one last moment of looking in your eyes

If you could give me one more chance I swear
I'd give anything to be with you
If you could only turn my way again
Don't fall in love with someone new


so if i get a 3.0 i am going to the dominican republic this year or mexico .....
aand my grandmother is turning 90 this year. my great grandma is turning 100 this year. i cant believe how old she is, she looks really good. oh and my mom just dropped me off with more food then i know what to do with and a 50 dollar gift card. seriously i have so much stuff to go through i wont need to go grocery shopping for a long time. i wish someone was hanging out with me right now. i wanted things to be so different.

anyways my cousin julie was so adorable in the play alice in wonderland. my mom is gonna try and sell my prada shoes on ebay, she made about 400 dollars on the superbowl towls . . she has been tallying up the total profit that ebay has brought in for her, and its like 2 thousand. shes so good at it.
she is going to florida next week. lucky bitch.

i just wanna skip the next few years and be a grown up already. this part is tricky.

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March 31st, 2009 | 12:41am
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aw i love this picture of jason and i,
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this was one blur of a night thats for sure
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this was sarah and i at joeys...wowww
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just let go [
March 29th, 2009 | 1:37pm
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[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | dark blue - jack's mannequin ]

it is spring break, i didnt get home until tuesday afternoon, the cottage that we rented in grand haven for the weekend was super nice but i had a horrible time. Jason and I are taking a break this summer , it was hard at first to agree on , but it will be for the best and hopefully wil be ending on good terms. It is going to be weird being single again, anyways . . . yea so spring break is flying by. i just registered for my summer classes. First night home , sarah and i went to joeys, then i hung out with her and brian the next day . . . and today i think im gonna run around trying to get everything i need for school. my room is so clean at the apartment in mount pleasant. im glad i stayed in that thursday and cleaned it all up. I got a new cell phone, sarah and i walked into the sprint store and since we are sexy the guys gave me a new phone even though i didnt have another one on my insurance and then invited us to a party. my phone started acting weird after brendon's puppy jake dragged it out to the sheep pen and let it spend the night in the cold with dirty sheep. i met brendons family. i like how his mom is a farm mom and wears a farming jump suit around the kitchen and drives tractors. hmm well im gonna try and cram seeing everyone in the next few days. i think im going up saturday now.
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you gotta save the best for last , its crazy [
March 28th, 2009 | 11:29pm
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Valentines day was ok. I got a A on my nutrition exam! so that made me happy. Thursday night i went to the pub, but it was so boring. i decided i am not going to drink until the 17th of March. I want my little bro to come up that weekend too. it is st patricks day. i am not drinking till then bc i want to get in shape a little earlier than usual this year. so st. patricks day . . watch out. yea so anyways back to thursday night, no matter what being at the pub sober is never very fun. its not like at the beginning of the year when everyone would go dance on the other side. well ok maybe it still is like that, just not for me anymore. then friday there was a party at the flatroof, that was a little better even though i was sober but jason got drunk early and wanted to go back at like midnight. the most amusing thing aboutt the evening was watching jp deep throat some tramp in the middle of the room. tonight i am staying in and studying chemistry. fun.

after being at jason's for a night when i get home to my apartment and can sit around with out being freezing cold. . . it is so nice. my apartment is so warm and toasty, and his is like an ice box. seriously, the window on the door has about an inch layer of solid ice on the inside. the whole city looked like a dream the other morning. everything was covered in ice, and when the sun hit the trees it was blinding. like a billion sparkling diamonds. it was 9 degrees the other night. 

15 days till i come home, i cant wait.  i need to see my friends and stock up on everything.  ok so all of my light bulbs are out and my room is so dark.  i refuse to buy them since i can wait to go home and take my dad's.  


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March 24th, 2009 | 1:12am
]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | confessions of a broken heart - lindsey lohan ]

Kristi's was fun over the weekend until i got stuck in the bathroom for a half hour. luckily some guy took apart the door. dont ask how u can lock yourself into a bathroom. i dont know, it locked me in. her house is so sweet, i would have pics except brendon deleted them by accident. clumsy little raven boy. anyways it is Valentines' Day. im sad i wont really get to see Jason most of the day, tuesdays i am in class till way late. i watched his soccer game today, they lost to sigma pi. oh well, tomorrow maybe they will do better. jason just called to wish me an early happy valentines day and to tell me he just won 35 dollars in poker. he beat 11 guys. he won once before last time. hes getting pretty good, he is obsessed though. party poker online . . . poker on tv 24/7. blah

anyways i have to be up so early tomorrow. i hate my 9:30 class. i never can seeem to get tired the nights b4 i have it either. here it is 1 am. 20 days till i come home for a week.

dont misunderstand me bc i want YOU [
March 10th, 2009 | 2:56pm
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[ mood | bored ]
[ music | I WANT YOU - PARIS AVENUE ]

Appearance
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.


College/Work

[x] I'm in college.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/college.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of college.
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my job (only a tip tray to use as a joint rollin tray)
[x] I've been fired.
[ ] I'm in highschool


Embarrassment

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip/drop in public

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.


Relationships

[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality

[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x]I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.


Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide

[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.


Random

[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 Cd's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[ ] My answers are totally honest

i cant make up my mind about what i want.
im fucking waiting to go to GRAND RAPIDS TO SEE MEST

[
February 23rd, 2009 | 5:43pm
]
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bacon and eggs dear. what? FOR CRYING OUT LOUD I SAID BACON AND EGGS. SHIT! [
February 1st, 2009 | 10:50pm
]
[ mood | in a i CAN'T STAND my b/f mood ]
[ music | say anything - yellow cat/red cat ]

So second week of classes went by in a flash since we didnt have school monday and most of my tues were cancled due to ice, which was ridiculous. i fell twice. oh well, the week was alright. thursday i didnt go to the pub. next week i suppose. jason and brendon had friends up. went to class on friday which wasnt bad. 1 pm is an easy one to make. it snowed alot over the weekend. i am getting a new roommate. her name is india. . . . . yes. always look at the bright side of your life.

other news . . . MEST is coming up in 9 days. which will also be 6 months for Jason and I. As for the status of us - no comment as of this moment. all i will say is my head wants to EXPLODE INTO MAD.


My mom and Dad are super mad at me right now bc i pretended to have a job and my W2 form came. so now they know i lied. AND although i am doing well right now , telling them that is no comfort to them since it has been what ive been saying for the past year and a half. my classes arnt on blackboard either so this is what im gonna do, the first test/papers that i get back with good grades i am going to send them home to them in the mail so they have tangible evidence that i am improving. i cant wait to get some shit back so i can send it home to them.

ok well im gonna go work out now.

please smile like you mean it. [
February 1st, 2009 | 6:25pm
]
[ mood | i wish i was wasted again now. ]
[ music | the early november - baby blue ]

FUCCCK OFFFFFFF

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